February 18th, 2008 by Tess

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Model Katie Price, a.k.a Jordan, tells of her guilt and fear after she took illegal drugs behind husband Peter Andre’s back. The superstar model sensationally admitted the furtive binge made her heart race so fast she panicked and had to own up to Peter, sobbing: “I think I’m dying!”

In a series of shocking revelations, 29-year-old Jordan also revealed how the drama sparked rows that pushed her to the edge of suicide; fears that Peter would leave her and take their baby son with him; and deeper post-natal depression that put her off sex for months.

The confession comes in Jordan’s long-awaited and just-published autobiography Pushed To The Limit. But the mum of three is still so ashamed of taking the drug, she doesn’t even name it and refuses to say if it was cocaine.

Jordan knew from the start she was risking everything. Peter is staunchly anti-drugs and had warned her he would only ever divorce her if she were unfaithful—or took drugs.

Nevertheless Jordan says she took that chance after reaching rock bottom with post-natal depression following the birth of son Junior.

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